28.9.2022
Everyone has enough worries of their own. Me too. I therefore understand that no one is here to follow me or support me when they lack both the strength and the inclination. But it seems I have reached the very end of my mailing list (for the second time). And so I will likely only write here on the website – and if I write anything, it will be about once a year. There is not much point in writing when nobody reads it and emails end up in the trash. You can also sense that ugly gossip is spreading about me, but everything will return to where the wind blew from. I am taking it in stride. It is just that things do not go unnoticed. The suspicious silence is not the calm before the storm; it is the silence of people not liking what they have heard about me and where someone has been spitting on me yet again. I will wish that no one feels the need to judge my life, just as I have no desire or strength to judge anyone else's life.
I welcome anyone into my black kitchen who wants to come to me for Reiki healing, attunement, card readings, painting, or learning Endraloni – the path to me is open to anyone who comes in humility and with their wits about them, assuming they are not at their wit's end.
I no longer intend to force myself on anyone – not even into their email inbox. I think there are plenty of people who know what I can or cannot offer them.
You will therefore also encounter me on YouTube – in the members-only section... I haven't quit YouTube, but I have no grand aspirations there. I just film whatever brings me joy.
Now I am learning foreign languages. I completed an accelerated foreign language learning course. After an introductory phase where I figured out which language is closest to me, I set about learning French. Meanwhile, I am trying to heal – returning once again to Reiki and deepening my knowledge and potential for self-healing. Something like an inner image seems key both for the language and for healing.
The film River beauty, on which I am working as a producer, started filming this week in Kansas.
Manga cards The Noble Fates of Ordinary People are in progress. I trimmed their number down even further to 22. That leaves 7 cards.
That's about it for now.
20.9.2022
I have just added a standard card reading option to the Gifting section. Choose this option as if it were a routine dentist visit. Special Insights are essentially thorough dental hygiene. Card reading is the dentist's follow-up care, where things are fixed, drilled… If you are not planning on Special Insights, expect that before a standard card reading you will likely go through a proper cleansing process – or afterwards – when the information will work with you. You can prevent this by attending Special Insights for the first time, and then you can peacefully stick to preventive checkups ;-)
29.8.2022
I am officially opening. For the first time since I moved to Prague, I am opening consultation and painting days. See gift-giving.
8.8.2022
I have merged the Gifting pages and services for you – and introduced a booking page – so it is now possible to sign up for special insights in person or as a video call, etc.
26.7.2022
I am starting to create in the 2000 Words application ACCELERATED ENDRALONI LEARNING. There are two test words there so far:
| vesurozviol | – | bleeding |
| vernat | – | draw |
vesurozviol [vezurosvijol] – bleeding
Please, close your eyes and imagine the following story down to the smallest detail, taste, and smell….
It BLEEDING from the mouth could not be stopped. On the volcano VESUvi sat ROZinka and sharply from her mouth grew a VIOLet, so that blood splashed all around. Also leaving the volcano was a train with a screaming infant in the last carriage.
Řscreaming infant represents a proxy symbol for VITALITYT.
And where last carriage represents a proxy symbol for emphasis on the last syllable.
These proxy symbols are invariable and remain the same for all words.
Other placeholders are:
Coffin for INANIMATE.
A the winner at the finish line for emphasis on the first syllable.
Now that we know what the individual symbols mean, let's return to the story of the word "bleeding":
WHAT was the name of the volcano where sat CO a CO tomu rostlo z pusy? What was leaving the volcano? And what was that roaring in the last carriage?
vesurozviol [vezurosvijol] – bleeding
The second little word is:
vernat [vernat] – to draw
A slap crossed myFACE, she drew one right across it. NATUral ly.I suddenly realized my whole face had turned red.
Please, close your eyes and imagine the following story down to the smallest detail, taste, and smell….
WHO made me CO, so that I got on my face CO?
vernat [vernat] – to draw
If you have done a good job visualizing the individual words, return to them again in 10 minutes, within 24 hours, in 3 days, after a week, two – until you feel that the word no longer causes any trouble. The story of the word will naturally fade away – and only the word will remain permanently in your head...
I approach the process of creating this dictionary playfully. I sit down and invent stories for these little words in my spare time, whenever I have inspiration – and I'm not doing anything else. Gradually, I will also be adding them to the aforementioned app. They will help in the learning process not only me – but you too.
The 2000 Words application displays the Endraloni vocabulary only in its paid version. Of course – you can also improve your English, German, or Spanish in it using the same method.
I will be wiser after completing the memory seminars that I signed up for in the autumn season. For now, it is like this.
All of July I spent lying in bed – for the third time I was lucky enough to catch Covid. Although I'm vaccinated, it doesn't avoid me – and it really gave me a thorough run for my money. Thanks to Chinese medicine (Baikal skullcap 4×1 tablet, Clean river flow 013 – 4x10 balls, Cinnamon mixtures 008 – 20 balls every 3 hours during chills until sweating), but also thanks to nasturtium – a few drops on the tongue every three hours, tantum verde and other lozenges every three hours, as well as ibalgin for pain every six hours, endiaron in the initial phase and septobene, stopanginu, sinutinu in the final stage I am still surviving – my energy is not completely depleted. I must not forget that I was taking vitamin C, D, citrokalcevit. Reishi, Coriolus and MycoStress, which I take long-term, I omitted during the illness.
Despite all this, however, I experienced a deep crisis and on the 12th day of the illness I considered calling an ambulance due to severe throat pain, inability to swallow, and feelings of suffocation. I wailed, cried, and thought I was going to die. The throat pain still persists, as do temporary losses of voice.
Covid gradually affected my entire organism: gallbladder, eyes, teeth, throat – vocal cords, nasopharynx – runny nose, cough, abdominal pain, digestion – diarrhea, vomiting, pain in the area of the rectum, penis, feeling of a weak heart – shortness of breath, tingling in half of the body, feelings of paralysis in a leg, right arm, back pain (spine), lower back (kidneys), rash on the back, palms, face, constant sweating (day and night). Covid has so far had 3 cycles in this case – all of them started with a sharp and intense, long-term headache that no pill, fluid replenishment – nothing helped with. Covid meant many sleepless nights and days for me – the inability to fall asleep.
That is why I supplemented my treatment with spiritual healing – I anointed myself with Health drawing oils by Anna Riva, regularly aired out, did laundry, disinfected the apartment with COVID disinfectant + smudged with sage, worked with reiki, painted symbols above the bed + performed two major night healings using Imara reiki (clearing the spiritual causes of my illness + dissolving the fear of death).
Every time I got some relief, a significant deterioration in my health followed immediately. Therefore, the feeling of relief is not a reliable indicator for me. I focus rather on self-care.
The third illness followed up on my February one, when I was also battling Covid, especially its aftermath – I took Chinese medicine, vitamins, and Baikal skullcap the whole time, but it wasn't enough.
So much for my health, which is not satisfactory. Even today I still cough, sweat, and change clothes several times a day. I haven't left the apartment even once since the beginning of July, fortunately Rohlík.cz brings me food.
The last days of my illness I've been spending in bed at least with the app 2000 words and expanding my English vocabulary and thinking about the Endraloni. Throughout the entire illness I haven't watched any TV shows or movies, I dropped them from my schedule. Thanks to my black flat and dark curtains. My only companion was a Google Home Nest – and quiet jazz music.
Because of the illness, the renovation of my apartment was also postponed. It would be no exaggeration to say I'm lying here in dust, but I've kept my activities to a minimum – get up, change clothes, eat, drink and crawl back in.
Cleaning can wait.
26.6.2022
June 26, 2022 is the day I became one of the producers of the independent film River beauty, thus being able to support a bunch of filmmakers from Kansas City, Missouri. It's a great feeling! Plus, it's fulfilling a childhood dream of mine! I grew up on The NeverEnding Story, where one of the main roles was played by Noah Hathaway (Atreyu) – and now, along with him and others – I am executive producing a film in which he also stars.
Plot: Detective Andover and his smart assistant Bethany arrive in the strange and smelly town of Inns Mouth to solve the murderous alligator rampage gripping the abandoned town, only to discover after a brief investigation that it's not the work of alligators, but something much, much bigger. A film not for the faint of heart.
River beauty is an indie horror film full of mystery, madness, and mutilation directed by Robbie Lopez, the owner of Crude Comics and Cinema known for avant-garde films such as Born for Hell, Protege Moi, Blood Cult, The crude crypt vol. 1, Headcheese the movie, Texas Death Trippin A Extended Cut. He has directed countless music videos, several TV series, and short films. For over four years, he worked as a creator at Troma Films while running his own film studio, Crude Cinema. Robbie has also worked as an art director for major studios like Warner Bros. and many companies in Canada.
The film also features Patrick Butch known from the series The munsters, who is also one of the producers, as well as undefeated MMA fighter Lainey Nations, Conor Davis, Kyle Ament, Adriana Ruiz and others.
This indie film is currently in pre-production. Filming is scheduled for the turn of 2022/2023.
| USA | 9 September 2023 | (video premiere) |
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#themunsters #riverbeauty #producer #oneofthemany
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17.6.2022
Thanks for the name day wishes, for a change. This time I almost missed it, since I don't use a normal planner. I'm making my own on the go, a month ahead. I'm saving nature – notebooks had piled up and it would've been a shame not to make good use of them… A lot has happened over the past month. The garden is done – at least in its basics, even though flash floods and hail washed it out on me. I had to go fix it afterwards, hauling all that bark to the right spots. I was surprised the pond is still so… wet around the edges… Not only do dogs and magpies come to drink from it, but also the local construction workers from the house – I had to run out and yell at them. Ever since moving to Prague, I've still been trying to get myself together – just like the apartment. And while I'm lying around sick again, the handyman is working on the bathroom. It feels endless, even though it's been the second month – with breaks. But hopefully – it'll – soon – be – done…
I canceled the old membership section on YouTube and replaced it with a cheaper one ZAARE – I set the lowest possible price. For this minimal fee, you now have the opportunity to go through all the online seminars and workshops from the past. For those who paid for these programs in the past, the links to the videos I sent them last year should still work – and they don't need to join this section…
20.5.2022
Thank you all for the congratulations, they really brightened up my birthday. I haven't written anything here for a long time, but I want to say: the renovation of my apartment continues, angels intervened and sent me a skilled handyman who can really handle anything I can think of, starting from electricity to drilling shelves. I just run around here and move things depending on what needs to be done where, accept material deliveries, unpack, and on top of that create the garden – planning, reviving the soil with substrate, laying down geotextile, mulching, planting – that's still left to do, the plants are on the way. The pond is already in place, just need to connect the water filtration to the power and buy two goldfish. Although – I already have a duck here, an artificial one to float on the surface. And I've also ordered canvases and paints! I'm looking forward to painting. I plan to continue gradually updating the YouTube channel with Endraloni teaching videos. If things go well, I'd love to have the Ahwa coin minted. I'd better go do something, I still have painting left to do, so hurrah for the stepladder.
31.3.2022
It wouldn't have occurred to me how long the process of selling a property is. It started in November and will probably end in early May. Half a year to sell a property. It's a good experience. How one has to think ahead.
It seems that only sometime in the summer months, but rather in the autumn, will I start painting pictures again. Until then, the apartment will swallow my energy – after all, painting awaits me too, actually it has already sort of begun.
In the meantime, when it's rainy and it's not possible to continue with the renovation, I'm creating a website for my friend – so if anyone wanted, needed a railing or a gate – this could be the way to go. Of course, it's like everything, you need to feel it – whether this path is or isn't for you.
I'm thinking about new content for YouTube, but nothing comes to mind other than that I'd like to film instructional videos of Endralonian, but it seems it hasn't matured yet. Ahwa coins are also spinning in my head, it's still a current topic for me.
Vroucnopotir daes eam sha!
10.3.2022
I have permanent residency in Prague. As Jágr says in Grandhotel, I'm a dyed-in-the-wool Pragueser. I inhabit a small apartment with a view of a garden where I walk Amálka. I'm renovating – laying floors, concreting, painting and moving furniture await me.
16.2.2022
I sold my apartment in Desná and am moving.
8.1.2022
At this moment, all canvases created up to today are in the hands of their owners.
6.1.2022
At this moment, I am not producing any video readings due to the move. In urgent cases, I can process an email consultation as part of gift-giving.
4.1.2022
Preparations for the move. Please do not send anything to my original address anymore. Packages will not be delivered.
